I wasn’t you before i became me.


So forgive me if i drew many a tears from you
If one day too soon, i gave up playing charity for us
I just wasn’t you before i became me.

If drowning you in uncertainties is all i did
Till you had to pack up and leave
I just wasn’t you before i became me

If the tides came and pulled me away from what is right
Unable to be there for you
I just wasn’t you before i became me

For the times i closed my doors against your face
The times i recoiled from your love and care
I just wasn’t you before i became me

If i was unable to reciprocate all what you were
I just hoped that you would have understood my insecurities
That i just wasn’t you before i became me.

That i just needed some extra love and understanding, but you had needed it more
But maybe we all don’t get second chances with some people
I was just not lucky to have been you, before i was me.


To a best friend that i drove away. 💔

Author: wachauchegejoyce

Born on 12th February 1998,I must admit I have a keen eye for some good writing,an avid reader,and I enjoy writing too. Currently I am studying at JKUAT, Bachelors of Mass Communication,aspiring and looking forward to be an editor.

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